A Lover Is A Fighter.

as you said,

the series has come to an end.

so im washing my hands, packing up my things.

and walking away. yeah. walking thru that door. the black door.

it is a long-long journey, and loving you

could never be my regrets, theres nothing about you that i should regret.

all the love that we made, it was there. the sparks, the love.

yet, it is beautiful..

i dont wanna hold any grudge against you.

im hoping the same from you.

in fact i still wanna smile when thoughts of you run thru my mind.

i think you know that, i dont let many people in.

but once they're in. they're there forever.

the fact that you hurt me would never change.

im a strong and independent woman,

ive been broken by you, but could never be shattered.

thats me.

lets just smile to each other, se ikhlas yg mungkin when we bumped to each other. someday. GOD knows.

and as you did, im letting you go..once and for all.

fullstop.

he look into my eyes,

and i get emotional inside.

Seriously

I NEED your love to hold me up..

when its all to much to bear.

even that i couldn't hold you in reality,

Ive been keep on praying to GOD, that you will always be in my dreams.

so that you could be in my sleepless solitude every night.

i just wanna be..

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Angel of Mine

When I first saw you I already knew,
There was something inside of you,
Something I thought that I would never find,

you were definitely angel of mine,

shine over me when the rain came.

i looked at you looking at me.

now i know why they said the best things of you, are your love.

love left for me.

would you still be mine?

you said you were there..always waiting for me.

do you still have any room left in your heart for me?

where are they,heart?

"at least gimme 20 percent of your heart"- YS.

I cant. cuz i dint have any heart. i dint own one. i don't deserve owning yours too.

im sorry.

donde estan corazon?

Im all cried out, over you.

hye, my name is sayy and im useless.

you tell me, how do i forget about you?

what else should i do.

im fucking tired of the world.

my head feel like exploding.

wont you give back the pieces.

the pieces of my heart that you take with,

while you fading away?

:(

What I'm gonna do when the best part of me was always with you?

whats in the heart, not in the head.

Angel

He offers me protection
a lot of love and affection.

unlike you.. who pour me tears!

a lot of grieving and pain.

finally, as the felling grows

he breathes flesh to my bones
I know that life wont break me..

I love the way He love me.

Baby, theres no way out.

you can keep talking,

but baby im walking away.

the tears that falling

means nothing at all.

its time to get over you now.

you can run, but you can never hide.

i saw her twin today. oh god! why???

fall into an ocean of you.

dont sway.

dont ever get away.

or ill go.

im losing my control.

all of this doesn't seem right.

or this is really not right?

is it okay for me to look you in the eyes.

to swim in the ocean of your loves.

yes i wanna swim in it.

Pergi lah sayang.