Penat.

bodoh,

itulah org suruh sembahyang.

ke nak tunggu sampai org sembahyang kan kau?

macam mana hati nak tenang bodoh!

hidup konon2 happy.

tapi dalam hati, mati.

Tuhan, kembalikan lah aku ke pangkal jalan MU.

sesunguh nya dari KAU aku dtg, dan kepada MU aku kembali.

AMIN.

Bulan gugur digengaman bintang.

Abah leaves umi,

Angah cant leave beer and cigarettes.

Adik cant even leave her prescription.

Umi has been asking me to leave you.

or she'll leave me.

sigh. one day im gonna leave the world.

first love.

you were always gonna be my first

always gonna be the one.

now and forever.

for this time, please have faith in me. believe.

im gonna do this alone.

thats what i wanted from the first moment you walked away.

messy

im strong but im needy.

humble but greedy.

greedy when it comes to you.

Noktah?

Tonite, is the first time.

im happy ive got something to remember about you.

you're nervous. haha i could see that.

cuz i am too :)

could you please, control my heart from pouring all my love to him?

The end is not near, its here.

Its here? BANG! she pulls the trigger...

pills

kalo sy sempat i wanna make many2 pill for you

tuk ubat kn hati awk..

My Baby.

my baby,

is a tough man.

he never cares about me.

he makes me down at his feet, begs for his love.

my baby,

is an ego man.

he always wanted to win. knowing every decision he makes was the right one.

every nite, i cried a waterfall for him. wanted him to text me, to cares for me.

my baby,

he gives me all the precious things,

any other girls can imagine from their boyfriends.

but my baby, he never pours all his love for me. he saves it for other girls.

and suddenly, i walked away from him.

my baby feels that he lost something.

so he cried for me back.

im doomed, im lost. all i ever wanted was my baby back to me.

but somehow, god plays his games well.

Im shattered to pieces, got nothing left for him.

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

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if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

this post is for you. ill be trembling to death, struggling to live. but ill never stop loving you.

even if i got him.

You're gonna hate me.

IM NOT HAVING A SECOND THOUGHTS!

i wanted to love you.

always wanted to pour all my love just for you.

im so sorry, when i looked at you. you reminds me of him.

but i try, i try, im still trying so hard

until i burst slowly crying.

i wanna start all over again.

back to the corner of my brain again.

where the pieces of him still located in it.

ERASE them, all those black memories of me and him.

then press the forward button. stop.

and press play when i saw you walking into the class.

smile, eyes to eyes. DOOOMMMMM! fall in love.

thats all i ever wanted for now.

Crazy

finally, i am now crazy in love :)

well then..all i have to do is try!
i've got nothing to lose.

even it takes sometimes to know you.

imma do it. cause i know..it is worthy to know guys like you.

you know what,

i'm having this kind of feeling..like my heart gonna explode when i saw you smiling at me.

seriously im going crazy over you.

i cant help it.

just cant help it.

after all..this is THE TIME OF MY LIFE. :)

Abah, atiq dah pokai.

So S is in love with Y..

but who's Y? ...Thats the secret i'll never tell.

till then..you know you love me, xoxo.

hahahaha.