Temptations.

I LOVE YOU!!! SO WHAT ????
im sick and tired of the world, telling me what to do.
sick of everybody's telling me how I, can't, can't be your love!

Debu.

Jikalau kamu bertaubat..

tetapi selalu tergoda?

dan kau lemah, tidak kuat.

taubat lagi wahai pendosa..

taubat di terima tuhan

kembali lagi, kembali..

sampai taubat mu bertahan

taubat lah berkali-kali.

Sakit Perut.

I don't wanna talk about it
How you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here won't you listen...you wont listen to my heart.

I Wish I Have a Life

idontwannadothisanymore

have you ever wish, that one morning you will wake up and suddenly you lost your memory over everything in the world and being a completely fool.

you forgot about your name, your ancient history of yourself.

on how fucking lame you used to be that you couldnt even forget your first love.

you lost all...all of it. you couldnt even remember how your mother played double standard over you and your little sister.

lose it all, you wouldnt remember how you love your brother out of anything else, but he could never stand beside you forever.

fucking shit, you forget abt everything that bring more pains instead of happyness.

more tears instead of laughter!

well you know what? fuck you and all your dreams. fuck your brain, so that the migrain wouldnt come when you start to think about life and live.

i just want the world to stop moving.

or issit better if im the one should stop breathing?

Teruskan Bermimpi!

his hair..it should be soft as silk...as straight as thread.

his eyes, it could be hazel or simply black. enough to make me melt with just looking at his eyes.

his eyebrow, it should be monobrow..so that i could always kiss the middle of it. in case im in hurry, i didnt have the time to kiss both of it.

your nose...it could be just the same as mine. so that people will say that we look like brothers and sister..

thy lips..as pale as rose..but have the smell of heaven that i couldnt even resist when you're just one inch from me..

yes, thats the man of my imagination. the man i should marry. one day!

dalam hati ada taman.

dan taman itu sudah pastinya bukan utk dikau, dikau dan dikau.

tapi untuk si dia.. :)

Rapuh

i need more ideas!!

need to write a script for the lecturer.

but still cant decide on what topic it should be.

goddam, i should start writing now!

Mari Jogging.

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for REAL.

leng, leng leng, tergeleng-geleng.

AHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!

BAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!

Banyak kerja la siak! kenapa aku stressssss ni?

ok thats it! Aku nak BOTAK. i cant handle it anymore!

dont want banana to fruit two times.

i miss you.

but i dont want banana to fruit two times.

so i've decide to forget you. how in earth i can forget you?

we'll see.

:)

azerbaijan, turkistan, gurnugistan, and...go head gostan.

Selamat Tahun Baru 2010!!

1 January 2010.

Here's all my resolution.

1) firstly is to maintain the cgpa.

2) keep on looking for sponsorship ----> next stop, Iran. University of Tabriz! Humanity and Social Science.

3) heading ahead without looking backwards ANYMORE.

4) FOCUS on what i want, without any premature relationship distraction.

hmmm sikit je lah resolution, tak nak banyak2 lah. asalkan aku boleh achieve apa yg kat atas ni dah Alhamdullilah. :)

be aggressive! B.E AGGRESSIVE Sayyidah to achieve all of this.

well, i'm welcoming 2010..with arms and heart wide open..

mari...mari kita mengorak langkah pertama di tahun baru ini. :)