Monday, December 28, 2009

Why was you such a fool?


i gave you all of me

how was I to know,

you would weaken so easily by other woman
and now..
i don't know what to do

and I'm all cried out
Over you

I gave you my love in vain
my body never knew such pleasure,
my heart never knew such pain
and you

you left me so confused..


Friday, December 25, 2009

Standing in The Rain


dear you,
are you lonely?

I exactly know how it feels to be lonely...and i know you are lonely. not ready to separate with her, whom lost all the feelings towards you.
i know, you've been betrayed by your love ones..
and i know,
the only way that makes you smile..is living through the memories of you and her.

dear you, im sorry that it did not work out between you and her. i know , you're afraid of being alone AGAIN..
l know...youre afraid of the darkness that will come back and keep on lingering your life.

understood that this is all fate and even written in your book of destiny by the hands of GOD,
What more can we pilgrim do, beside pray..that HE will loose all the burden..

enough..leave her, please dont you beg for love no more..
you could always find another one.
if she doesnt want you..please just dont be down.
you know that ill be there for you.
im your greatest daughter! im here to pour all the love that i could.
but still, i know that it will be no greater than what she can give to you.

dear you,
i love you..and i think you should know that.
i wanna you to know, if anythings happen..you could always rely on me.
you could count on me.
i wanna be you shoulder to cry on..

divorce her and remarry!
i'll find you the calon2!~ :)





Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Ashamed


ashamed of myself.

cuz lately i've been thinking,

looks like im the one who chasing all over you.

lost? yes completely!

lost inside of this feeling.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Mengantuk.

apa yang kau dapat?
tell me! tell me straight to my face.

bodohnya kau ni....apsal nak keep of suffering lagi?

its been 4 years and another 18 days..its gonna turn to 5 years!

move on la bodoh.

he's using you!

dia nak kau tunggu dia.
at the same time, dia flirt with girls..not just one, but dozens of girl!
ape lagi kau nak? bgtau aku apa yg kau dapat?

dia jaga hati kau pun tak penah, cerita pasal perempuan lain depan kau kot!
as if kau ni macam takda hati!

hahaha..tengok lah takdir permain kan kau mcm mana.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Now, you can see my heart.

malas nak update.
otak bercelaru.
banyak sgt pikir.

hati menjadi kaldu.
mulut pun membisu.